..:PatheticBelle:..

For those who get married on this meaningful,special date,o-me-de-to.

Today,escaped from my house for almost 8 hours,by hoping to have some fun.

Met up with my college mates,followed our original plan,watched 'Final Destination 4'.

But yet again,I 'escaped' from the movie after squeezed my eyes for 30 minutes.

Can't stand the tension that figured out how this fella die,how disgusting it will be.

This is the 2nd time I left the cinema before I finished the movie.

I remember the 1st time happened when I watched Indiana Jones to rush to see someone,which my effort doesn't appreciate by others.

Luckily this time I had 2 friends accompanied me for shopping.

Of course,I ended up bought few things to make myself feel no regret.[which is ridiculous.by counting how much I'd spent,it's impossible to feel happy for it.]

Today did had some quality time as I discussed about studies matters with them,able to grab some ideas.

As usual,I bought some foods to bribe my family,hoping they will treat me better.

Got home by 7,after stucked inside the bus for nearly 1 hour,my mom refused to fetch me for the reason of traffic jam.

Foods lost its 'function' forever.Faced with my parents' lecture that unsatisfied with my 'playful' attitude.Emphasised again I had lost the luxury to get entertainment until and unless I passed my exams.

 

 

ps:090909 is a good day.I believe.

Never been one day in my life being so sure that being single is clearly an advantage.Serious.

After the first day of Part 1,despite of being totally freaked out of the subjects that I'm going to study/battle,

noticed differences/changes happened upon my friends shocked me too.

By witness the way they handled problems,I know deep inside my heart I will never have such strengths.

Bravo.Best of lucks!

I have to honestly admitted that,I'm very bad in handling studies and love thingy both in the same time,especially right now.

[okla,I know you guys' respond would be 'ya right']

[like I really have targetS or got admirers...whatever...]

So,I decided to keep what-e-ver admiration somewhere soooooo far away..

 

Focus Belle Focus.

 

ps:life is like a box of chocolates,you'll never know what you get;life is like a dream

  

 

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
Theres always one reason
To feel not good enough
And its hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
Ill find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
Youre in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
Theres vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It dont make no difference
Escaping one last time
Its easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
Youre in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
Youre in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

 

ps:must listen.=)

身为一条死鱼，别无选择。

要做一条咸鱼，其实不简单。

需要抵抗高温杀菌的步骤，深处盐巴严重侵害，导致脱水皮肤敏感，必须经过七七四十九猛烈曝晒。

可是，我必须重申，身为一条死鱼，别无选择。

等到咸鱼收成真果时，将会化身为料理中的食材。

人们品尝咸鱼的当儿，当中的营养将会被人体吸收，存活在细胞当中。

 

这就是所谓的'咸鱼返生'啦。

 

如果你觉得很好笑，这是一篇一位即将精神崩溃的人所写的。[error 404 惹的祸]

 

没人会问咸鱼它以前的梦想。

四个字：别无选择。

 

在读过，看过，听过，体会过，人生种种的甜酸苦辣...

人，多半的心灵伤害，来自于最初期待的心。

我知道，大家都懂。我也不是在跟大家重新解释与分析。

这段几乎足不出户的日子，每天过得有如白开水般。

不必费心，根本不会有任何惊喜。

（不要跟我说何谓意外，这是我对生活最基本的乐观态度）

这样的我，因为平静的心而觉得快乐。

回想起最初时候，那年的15岁，

那个对爱情充满憧憬，年少无知，对一切都充满期待的少女。

是啊，过了一个又走了另一个。期待的东西，早已随风飘去。

成绩即将出炉。

啊，又是人生的一个转站，命运的分别在于继续起航，也还是继续起航。

路，也得继续走下去。

不再存有任何期望，也不需期待什么。一切自有安排。

可能，我拜倒在残酷的现实世界里，那份纯真已无影无踪。

这不是悲观。一点也不是。

 

至少，我过得比任何时候，更来得安祥。

 

ps:近期喜欢Taylor Swift 的 'Fifteen' =)

 

"and when u're fifteen,don't forget to look before you fall..." lol